Wednesday, September 24, 2008

{c a n ' t --- f u n c t i o n ----}



***
Aiti oli hetken puhelimessa.
Mommy was on the phone for a few minutes.
***

***
Jay never got home until 1am last night so needless to say I'm sooooo tired today. I need to learn to sleep when he's not home. I don't function when I don't get my sleep. Jay will be busy all month and even into the next month. Crazy busy. Lots of work when you sell a business. I was at the store yesterday helping him go through a HUGE order. Of course a huge one comes when you least want one. With the supplier we have, you never know which week's order is big, which isn't. Makes it a bit of a pain to say the least. Things just come when they come and that's it.
***
Later...
A miracle. Somehow I found the energy to go for a looooong walk with Sienna. One foot in front of the other, right... We were hurrying back home like crazy (carried Sienna on piggy back even) as Robin comes straight home on Wednesdays. His pick up time is 3.15pm but he has showed up at the house right after 3pm at times. It's a 15 minutes drive to get him home if he's the first one to be dropped off. Now it's 5pm and no Robin. Grrh. I know this is minor annoyance in many ways but I can't help but be annoyed at DATS and the "never-have-a-clue-what-time-rides-happen".
And... Guess who forgot Robin was going to a birthday party right after work. He's NOT coming straight home today. :D Oh well, this could have been the real thing and we'd be waiting here for him forever. Could have. Wasn't. Man, oh man, my memory is useless! :D
***
Question: Which size do you like better for the typing: normal/large?
***

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

{surullista}

***
Voi mita on Suomessa taas tapahtunut. Ajatukset on tietysti uhrien perheissa ja tuttavissa toivoen etta heilla on uskoa joka auttaa tassa tilanteessa jaksamaan. Ja hyvia ystavia tukemassa ja auttamassa.
Ampujan perhe on mielessa myos. Tiedan etta jopa hyvassa perheessa voi joskus olla "sairaita" ja toivon ettei ampujan perhetta tulla vihaamaan taman takia. Ei voi heti olettaa etta ampujan perhe on sairas myoskin. Mutta jos niin on niin sitten pitaa toivoa etta he taman tapauksen takia saavat myos apua perheeseensa. Mutta hekin tulevat karsimaan uskomattoman paljon taman takia.
Surullista tama maailman meno usein.
Niin paljon karsimysta.
Monet aina syyttavat Jumalaa toimettomuudesta kun tallaista tapahtuu. Mutta kun ymmartaa evenkeliumin niin tajuaa etta karsimys ja pahat asiat on suuri osa meidan elamaa tassa maailmassa ja kaikella on tarkoituksensa. Taidan kirjoittaa tasta aiheesta piakkoin. Kun ymmartaa miksi tallaista (tai mitaan pahaa) tapahtuu niin on helpompi kestaa taman maailman hulluus ja pahuus. Tietaa etta tama elama on vain pienen pieni pisara iankaikkisuudessa ja taman elaman jalkeen se parempi tulossa.
***
Feeling sad due to the school shooting in Finland. Ten people dead plus the shooter who shot himself after. Sometimes our world is such a sad, sad place. So much suffering.
It helps to keep going when you understand the gospel. Then you know why bad things happen in this life. Then you know there is a better world to look forward to. Then you know there is purpose in suffering but also that it won't last forever.
***

{nap pi pep pu na pa}


***
Julian Beever's 3D chalk art.
Thanks Karly! :)
***
Ta pu ta
a pi na!
Ta pu ta pa pu pa ta!
Pa on tavu, pu on tavu,
pa ja pu on tavuja!
Pannaan mullin mallin tavut,
niin kuin pataan pienet pavut:
ta pu pu pa, pu ta pa pa,
nappi, pappi, peppu, napa!
***
My sister Stella
has an umbrella
a purple and yella umbrella.
Along came a fella
who let out a yella
"Hey Stella, nice yella umbrella!"
(Jeff Sweeney)
***
Oli kissimirri, ihan pieni niin,
pienempi kuin tama pikkurilli
ja silti vallan villi.
Vaan kerran se joutui eksyksiin!
Meni piiloon vauvani topposeen
ja laski siella kymmeneen:
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10!
Sen mirrin nimi oli -
kuka arvas?
Tietenkin Vauvan Pikku-Varvas!
***

Monday, September 22, 2008

{ei kaksinkertaista painoa pliis}




s.jane!/flickr.com
***
No mitas tanne taas kuuluisi... Kiitos ensiksikin kaikille kommenteista. Jatketaan tata blogia ihan samaan tyyliin vaan. Suomeksi, enkuksi, sita sun tata. Aina kuvia. Kuulumisia. Kevytta rupattelua. Syvempia mietteita silloin talloin.
Sienna tuntuu nukkuvan ihan hyvin uudessa sangyssaan. Aamuyosta herailee valilla (Sienna ei tykkaa nukkua peiton kanssa joten heraa varmaan kun tulee liian kylma) ja olen tuonut silloin talloin meidan sankyyn muutamaksi tunniksi viela. Minusta on aivan ihana valilla herata pikkunen vieressa. Muttei liian usein ettei tule tavaksi.
Ostin Siennan sankyyn "kaikki mahdolliset vempeleet". Eli patjaan mattress cover vetoketjulla. Ei paase polypopot lisaantymaan. Tiesitteko etta joka 10 vuosi patja kaksinkertaistuu painosta jos ei suojele patjaa polypopoilta!! :( Eli niin paljon tulee niita kuolleita popoja ja niiden jatteita patjaan. :( Itsella on karsea polyallergia ja paatin etta kantsii uhrata laja dollareita etta pikkunen saa nukkua puhtaassa sangyssa. Tyynyliinaan pitaa viela ostaa moinen paallinen ja kai sita pitaisi peittoonkin. Mikseivat voisi tehda patjat, tyynyt ja peitot jo valmiiksi sellaisella paallysteella ettei tarvisi moisia lisata viela. Hoh.
Piti tietty myos ostaa mattress pad oisten vahinkojen varalta viela. Moista ei tuskin koskaan tapahdu enaa mutta voihan sita viela joskus.
Luulin etta valitsin kivan peitonkin Siennalle mutta nyt huomaan etta se kahisee vahan. En muistanut tsekata etta olisi aaneton peitto. Mutta ei se niin paha ole ja taidan nyt silti pitaa taman peiton. Kaikkea sita pitaakin muistaa tsekata aina.
***
Pitaisi vieda Sienna laakarille tanaan. Pikkusella on ollut ripulia ja ei tunnu menevan ohi. Ensin luulin etta kyse on taas ruoka-allergiasta. Etta ollaan vahingossa annettu jotain jossa on vehnaa tai maissia (KAIKESSA on muuten vehnaa ja maissia, plaah allergiat). Mutta ehka tama nyt sitten onkin jotain muuta. Parempi kayda tsekkauttamassa.
***
Perjantaina Siennan serkku tuli meille yoksi ja paastiin Jayn kanssa myohaisleffaan. Leffa oli "The Women". Meg Ryan, Annette Benning... Ihan hauska leffa vaikka mua arsyttaa nykyaan melkein joka leffassa jokin asia. Meita aivopestaan etta "joka avioliitossa petetaan puolisoa" ja muuta sellaista. Hollywood luulee etta me normaalit ihmisetkin eletaan kuten monet heista joilla ei nayta olevan moraaleja enaa. Itse uskon etta suurin osa aviopareista haluaa elaa uskollisina toisilleen ja eivat halua pettaa aviopuolisoaan. Minun ystavat kaikki ainakin elaa parempien moraalien mukaan ja en halua uskoa etta pettaminen olisi niin yleista kuin mita leffat ja tv ohjelmat vaittavat.
Pari muukin juttua arsytti mutta oli se muuten ihan hyva ja hauska leffa. :) Hyvia naurujakin riitti. Kiva oli paasta vahan tuulettumaan.
Tykkasin tosi paljon taas Meg Ryanin hiuksista. Silla on sitten aina kivat hiukset. Seka vaatteet! Olisin voinut napata kaikki sen vaatteet itselleni. :)
***
Eipa nyt sen kummempaa. Jos ennattaisin jopa tehda jotain kun Sienna on paivaunilla. "Pakotin" vahan tanaan nukkumaan kun se on ollut niin vasy ja kun on pipikin.
***
ps. Tyynyista saa popot pois kun laittaa sen joksikin aikaa pakastimeen. Sitten tamppaa oikein hyvin. Jos ei siis ole paallista.
***

Thursday, September 18, 2008

{big changes}


***
Halloween is approaching fast enough. I was browsing a bit and found this cute butterfly costume and table setting decorations from Pottery Barn Kids. Not that I'm ordering them but they're cute so I have to share. :)
***
***
I love feather wreaths so of course I loved this picture from an old Country Living magazine. Where could I find orange feathers...?
I also love the white pumpkins. Martha Stewart showed them once with holes drilled in them with mini lights poking through the holes. So pretty! I should make a pumpkin like that but we'll see if I ever get around it. *roll eyes* :D
***
***
I love this Hello Kitty Halloween garland craft. If you click on the picture, you'll get a bigger version of it that you can print. I think I'll attach these to a black ribbon with black brads and I thought of adding Sienna's yearly Halloween pictures in it as well. Fun! :)
***
Max put Sienna's new bed together this morning. It happened so quickly. Next thing I know the crib was gone and a new bed there. I almost had tears in my eyes. Felt like I should have taken pictures of Sienna in her crib before it was gone for good. I realized I don't have that many pictures of Sienna sleeping in her first bed. So many good memories of that bed and of our cutie pie in it. How she'd hold on to the railing and jump up and down like crazy when I went to get her.
I kept holding on to the crib for couple of reasons (in case you're wondering why on earth she was still in her crib):
*The crib was huge. Not like the little ones in Finland. Sienna had tons of room to sleep in it.
*We didn't want to buy an "in between" bed. It seemed too early to get a full size bed before.
*Sienna never thought of climbing out of her crib so it was nice to know that she was in her crib, not wandering who knows where in the house when we were sleeping.
*sigh*
They grow so quickly.
***
We got her new bed from Ikea (dark brown Malm bed, goes with the rest of the furniture in her room) and Jay realized that they forgot to tell him he needed to buy the wood slats separately for the bed. Grrh.
I also need to go and buy one of those mattress cover thingys in case of nightly accidents.
***
Which reminds me of something I learned. Did you guys know that childrens' nightly bed wetting is due to a lack of certain enzyme in their body? When we get older, our bodies start to produce an enzyme that stops us from going pee when we sleep. Kids who wet the bed at night don't have that enzyme in their body yet. A simple prescription from a doctor can remedy the bedwetting if the child is quite old. If they're still young - just give it some time and their body will eventually produce the enzyme. Pretty neat stuff, eh. I didn't know it before.
***
Jay is working such long hours this whole month. He won't come home before it's Sienna's bedtime so Sienna and I visit Jay at the store. I stay in the store and Jay can go to the park/for a walk with Sienna for a bit. Jay needs the break and Sienna sure needs to see her daddy.
It was kind of sad being at the store yesterday knowing that at the end of the month it won't be ours anymore. I didn't think I'd get so emotional but the store is our "baby". Jay especially has put tons of effort into our business and it is sad to hand it over to someone else. So mixed feelings as always about change in our lives.
***
Something else has changed too: Sienna isn't napping anymore! Naptime and bedtime started to be a struggle so one day I asked Sienna why she wasn't napping. She said seriously: "I'm NOT tired!"
So no more naps. Gone. Finito. Kaputs. :)
In some ways it's great. We can go out at any time now and don't have to worry about the nap. And of course she's going to bed nice and fast now in the evening.
I do miss my quiet hour during the day though (Sienna never slept more than an hour and 20 minutes. I could pretty much set a timer for it, it was always the same). It was nice to have a bit of time to do whatever without worrying about her.
***
Changes, changes... Isn't that what life is all about? It's all good.
***
Suomalaiset blogiystavani - osaatteko kaikki enkkua tarpeeksi hyvin vai pitaisiko mun aina kirjoittaa suomeksi myos? Jotkut asiat haluan enkuksi mun enkunkielisten ystavien takia.
***
Oh yeah... Talking about Halloween. Sienna and I went to Michaels crafts store yesterday and they had their Halloween stuff out. There was a life size ugly, scary Halloween thingy dude there that made the most creeping kind of sounds and talking when anyone walked by. Sienna was terrified. I told the cashier lady that maybe they shouldn't have things like that in the store as the little ones get too scared. She just quickly and snobbily said that it's the store policy and they can do nothing about it. Reminder to self: don't go near Michaels during Halloween season!
I have never, ever liked the really scary Halloween stuff. To many people Halloween needs to be creepy and scary. I'm more into the cute Halloween stuff. Pumpkins, fun dress up outfits, etc. Sure the big kids probably get a kick out of graves on people's yards etc but for little ones like our Sienna, it can give them nightmares and it's just too creepy. She did have nightmares yesterday by the way. She kept talking about the "dude" for a long time after we left the store and you could just tell how scared she was. Of course Sienna is a bit more sensitive than some kids but still. Come on, little kids don't need to see the creepy stuff. Silly stuff, sure. But let's not creep our little ones out, okay. Phleeeease.
I have never understood scary movies either by the way. I know lot of people love them but did you guys know that our subconscious minds don't know that the movies we see aren't real? That's why our heart rate goes up when we see a scary movie. Our body totally reacts like it's real. I don't think it's healthy personally but hey, if that's your thing, it's your thing. Not for me though, thank you very much. :)
Oh, and while I'm at it - :) - when I was a kid I used to be scared to death of many of the Disney fairytales. The witch in Snow White, asking the man to bring Snow White's heart to her... How scary she looked. I was terrified as a kid. Of course I didn't know to tell anyone but I sure didn't like stories like that.
Sienna is like that too. She doesn't like any mean characters in shows. We tried to show her a Disney movie once and had to stop after a few minutes as she got too scared.
This is a bit of a pet peeve of mine. Don't get me wrong - I love Disney and will take Sienna to Disneyland etc. Some day she might even be ok to watch some of the movies. But why do they have to make some of the characters so scary? Think of the lady in the 100 Dalmatians movie being mean to all those puppies... To be honest, I still don't enjoy those old Disney movies.
I'm totally into the 100% cute and happy stuff for kids. Since I was a sensitive kid myself (who am I kidding - I'm STILL sensitive! :)) and since I now have a sensitive kid. Of course problems in shows/stories are ok. As long as they work to solve the problem. But no scary/evil stuff please. Keep it out. They'll see enough bad stuff in their lives without having to start when they're young.
***
There, my two cents on that topic. Feel free to disagree in your comments. It won't change my mind :) but discussion is always fun. :)
***

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

{lemppari vitsini}


***
***

***
***
Viime aikoina olen miettinyt tata minun blogiani kovasti. Onko tassa mitaan jarkea ja onko tama tarpeeksi kiinnostava lukijoille. Janna miten blogit muuttuvat ajan kanssa. Taman piti ensin olla ihan vaan omalle perheelle ja ystaville jotka asuvat kaukana. Sitten olikin niin kivaa kun muutkin loysivat blogini ja jopa alkoivat kaymaan taalla lukemassa. Nyt voin jo sanoa etta monesta bloggaajasta on tullut tietynlainen ystava johon on blogien valityksella tutustunut. Joitakin paketteja olen vaihtanut (vilkutusta Tanyalle :D). Janna miettia etta mihin tama blogi viela vie. Pakko myontaa etta on paivia jolloin tuntuu etta lopetan taman koko blogin pidon. Kun kayn muiden blogeilla, siella on kommentteja vaikka kuinka paljon aina. Itsella ne muutamat vakkarilukijat vaan (mutta voi kun olenkin sitten kiitollinen teille, tiedatte keita olette, suurkiitos kun jaksatte kayda taalla ja jatkaa ystavyyden pitoa). Valilla joku uusi kommentoija tuo uutta intoa bloggaukseen.
Olen miettinyt etta miksi kayn jonkun muun blogissa ja mika niissa minua kiinnostaa eniten. Olen aina ollut sellainen henkilo joka ei valita pintapuolisista ystavyyksista/jutuista. Tykkaan blogeista jossa bloggaaja jakaa omaa itseaan, hienostelematta, kaunistelematta. Valilla jopa uskaltaa raottaa enemmankin omasta itsestaan. Ulkosuomalaiset ovat aina olleet omaa sydantani lahella, olenhan itsekin moinen. Kiva lukea muidenkin kokemuksia. Tykkaan lukea ihan arjestakin. Joka paivaisista puuhista lasten kanssa. Jopa elama Suomessa kiinnostaa aina silla se on tavallaan tuttua mutta toisaalta vahan uuttakin kun itse en ole aikuisena siella kauaa asunut (muutin Suomesta 21v:na).
Yksi lempiblogeistani on ollut Maritan Tunisian Tuulet (hei Marita! :)). Sinne paasee vaan kutsulla ja tunnen itseni onnekkaaksi etta saan siella kayda lukemassa suomalaisen muslimin elamaa Tunisiassa ja Suomessa. Olen oppinut Islamin uskosta ja on hauska lukea millaista elama on Tunisiassa. Kauniita kuviakin siella on aina.
Kauneus vie usein myos niihin muihin blogeihin joissa kayn. Jos tayttaa elamansa kauniilla, ei jaa tilaa rumalle ja pahalle. Eiko?
No, nyt tulee vahan jaariteltua sinne tanne. Mita yritan tassa sanoa (en ole koskaan vaittanyt etta mulla on hyvat kirjoitustaidot ja etta osaan laittaa ajatukseni upeasti "paprulle") on se etta olen miettinyt etta mita talle blogille tekisin. Jatkaisin samaan malliin? Pitaisiko tanne lisata jotain? Kertokaapa lukijat mielipiteenne ja olenko jattanyt jotain pois blogista joka olisi kiva lisays. Itse haluaisin etta taalla useammin mietittaisiin syvallisempia asioita mutten tieda kiinnostaako muita sellainen. Monesti syvallisiin asioihiin liittyy uskon asiat ja en halua etta jostain lukijastani tuntuu etta tuputan uskontoa mitenkaan. Mutta itse olen todella nauttinut uskonnon vuoropuheista Maritan blogilla ja mietin etta jos lukijat ei sita aihetta pelkaisi niin tannehan tulisi vaikka mita tosi mielenkiintoista puhetta (esim. elaman tarkoitus, mita kuoleman jalkeen, jne). Kertokaapa haluatteko "menna sinne" vai ette. Niin ja ei vaan uskoon liittyvia asioita mutta muutakin.
***
Jos aloittaisin tanaan kertomalla lempivitsini. Niin, tama on vitsi mutta laitan taman luokkaan "syvallisia ajatuksia" silla tassa vitsissa on opetus. Here we go... Enkuksi kun osaan sen paremmin kertoa enkuksi. Osaattehan te lukijani enkkua, etteko vain? Jos joku haluaa etta suomennan taman viela tanne niin laittakaa vaan pyynto kommenttiin.
***
A man had lived his whole life working long, long hours and spending his time making more and more money. He did have a family but he hardly ever spent time with them. He justified in his mind that he worked to make life better for his family. But the truth was that he was the one who wanted fancy things and to feel like he had "succeeded" in life. He was getting up there in years and one day an angel came and told him it was time to go. The man protested loudly: "But I have worked so hard so that I would be able to enjoy my retirement years in great luxury and ease. Couldn't you let me stay here so that I can enjoy the fruits of my hard labor?" The angel told him no. The man begged and begged, and finally said "Can you please at least give me one more week?" The angel agreed to this. After the week was over, the angel returned and was surprised to find the man all ready to go. He even had a big smile on his face. All he asked was that he could bring his one suitcase with him. The angel said "Well, okay, let's go then." The man arrived in heaven with a big grin in his face. When all the angels saw that he had come with a suitcase, they all gathered around the man, all curious to see what was in it. After all, this was the first time anyone came to heaven with a suitcase. The man proudly said that he had barely had enough time to do what he did but that he was able to bring his treasure with him. He opened the suitcase and it was full of...
Gold bricks!
The man had feverishly sold everything he had worked so hard for and had exchanged it all to these gold bricks. He brimmed with pride. Until...
One of the curious angels said:
"Why would anyone bring pavement with them?"
***
We all need to be careful how we spend our time here on earth. What really matters after this life? A Chinese proverb says that "our last suit doesn't have pockets in it". We can't bring any of the worldly "stuff" with us when we go. What CAN we bring with us? Our family ties, friendships, our knowledge, wisdom, experiences, our memories. That's it. It won't matter one bit what clothes we wore or what kind of car we drove. It matters how we lived with people around us and what kind of choices we made. If we made the world a bit better place by having been in it. If we made a difference in someone's life. If we helped. If we served. If we listened. If we cared. If we loved.
***

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

{i love you too... lots and lots and lots and lots and...}

***
Taas oli upea syyspaiva. Shortsit ja t-paita vaan paalla sai liikkua ulkona ihaillen upeita syksyn puita. Ah.
Jay oli tosi myohaan toissa tanaan (on juuri tulossa kotiin). Liikkeessa oli joka vuotinen VIP party asiakkaille. Siennan kanssa kotiin tullessa nokotettiin LoveSac:ssa vierekkain. Tehtiin palapeleja (ostin Siennalle kirjan jonka kuvat oli palapeleja), Sienna katsoi tv:ta, mina luin tuota Nicholas Sparks:n kirjaa (en ole nahnyt leffaa viela mutta kirja oli hyva, sain sen juuri luettua loppuun). Oli ihana vaan nokotella vierekkain. Sienna valilla halaili minua ja sanoi niin sydamen pohjukasta etta "I love you mommy". Ihanhan moisesta meinaa taysin sydan pakahtua. Y
***